I have been neglecting this blog. Vulnerability is a weird thing for me. I try to live with confidence, bravery, honesty, and a damning self awareness. My brain is filing away the nuances of observation. Words used seemingly out of context can keep me up as I work through the possibilities of various meanings.
Headlights in the fog
thick blankets obscuring everything
one small brightness surrounded by noise
The more I want to write the more impossible I find it. Where do the words go when they are not with me? Some times it is easier to let your body work it out.
So I have been dancing and thinking about such casual words, "put on something that is you". But something is off beat in my body. Flipping through songs trying to find the right one. A million choices and nothing feels perfect.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Twix375Me4Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwvLlEtxX3o
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